Bro tops really need aftercare. I never really thought much about it cause I always thought I’d bottom (Callous and naive, I know).

But recently I lost my V card, and I topped the whole way, and god I’ve never felt so much like trash.

Nothing. We’re both AFAB so I used hands and I never got to y'know, which WOULD be okay but since then they’ve basically said they only did it cause “fuck it we ball.”

I WAS VERY VULNERABLE TOO. NOT JUST YOU.

If I’m topping I NEED you to want to cause if you lie it’s MY fault. You GAVE enthusiastic consent to everything we did, and now you’re saying you only did it for “fuck it we ball,” ?

And I’m not good here. I only did it to lose my V card. But oh my god, I tried so hard, I made you come, you sounded so into it, and now you’re acting like it was nothing!

I know it’s FWB, I KNOW it’s casual, but oh my god. I’m not supposed to care but for some reason I feel like I’ve been cheated. We AGREED THAT WE’D SOMEDAY DO THIS WEEKS IN ADVANCE. I COMPLETELY disregarded that I didn’t want to at all so that we could get it over with. Now I’m TRAPPED cause if I leave after jerking you off in your GRANDPARENTS’ HOME I’m breaking trust.

I KNOW you’re traumatized by sex. I understand. But god, please, I also did this. It wasn’t just you.

Just say IT WAS GOOD. Or IT WAS FINE. Or anything! Anything! God I hate you right now I hate you I hate you I hate you

Lyrics is on-screen.

I’m a switch right? : I like to start off topping and during my refractory period I’ll bottom for you and most likely want to top again before we’re done

I feel like now that I’m dipping my toe into wanting to top/dom I’m having trouble conceptualizing from vague concepts what it is I actually want bc it’s totally new territory. My lizard brain is telling me we want to defile them and I’m not totally sure what that means in practical, actionable terms. And what is coming out is something like “I want to put my dick in you that idea makes my peepee hard”

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I wonder if they would let me buy them a collar

We “joked” about it but I do want to put them in a cage. I want to be able to keep them and know that they’re mine. I’d make it so nice for them, put down padding and the kinds of blankets that they like and make sure the cage is big enough that they don’t get uncomfortable.

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