Just found the most banging kpop playlist on YouTube
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Why was I made like this? Why tf am I so unlovable? And why do I keep pushing people awayyyy.
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omigosh duuuuude why would u say thaattttt … you ‘ re being so rude right now dude . NOT kewl . /silly
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whenever i write in my diary/journal, i feel like i’m in 1984 and that i have to lie about how i really feel otherwise the Thought Police is gonna get me.
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i want an australian man BUT i also want an irish rugby player BUT i also want a british brunette with reallyyy good music taste BUT i also want an italian dark horse BUT i also want a clairo coded odessa zion lookalike gf UGH
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if you’re ever doubting shifting - i am LIVING proof.
i’ve seen so many of these success stories on tumblr and think to myself, yeah but why is it so hard for me? even with those thoughts, i still persisted - but i also forgot to persist, and also has busy times in my life - i still shifted.
long story short, here’s what happened:
i’ve been into shifting ever since the 2020 dracotok days, and yes i fell victim to the ‘you can’t shift unless you script this tiny detail’ propaganda, which affected me very bad as i am a very anxious person. then this led me to be kind of scared of shifting, as it was unknown to me at the time. i tried and tried and tried but i was so terrified. i left it alone for a bit, and tried on and off, before i got seriously into my manifesting. i knew manifesting worked, as it had shown me i could get anything i wanted before, but i discovered the tumblr manifestation community (🥹🥹i love u all u genuinely helped me sm). this changed my mindset, which is the key to literally everything. i believed i could shift, and i persisted, while not putting the notion of shifting on a pedestal that requires crazy methods and details etc. i was also focusing on other manifestations too, and it was all more chill from there. THEN, when i was in my gilmore girls era, i told myself i wanted to shift there. i persisted, and left it alone. i trusted in my own mind and my own thought processes, and left it alone. i tried very hard not to obsess over the ‘how’ and just focused on the end goal (i learn this from the tumblr shifting community and it changed my LIFE i will make another post on that). i go to sleep and BOOM. i’m walking down the road in stars hollow. and for anyone saying ‘it’s a lucid dream’, i FELT the temperature of the night on my skin, i felt my feet walking, and my mindset was ‘okay. i’m here now. and i’m safe. it’s okay.’ which was amazing. it didn’t last long because i wanted to get back to my cr, but i still count it as a shift. i hope this post finds u well and happy shifting <33
mwah,
kae <3
