Lillian finally returned to Malachi’s personal home. The feywild having betrayed her enough to give her a new scar which she very intentionally covered with her shadows.
Preparing for the meeting (read date) she was struck with butterflies of insecurity, a feeling rather foreign to her. She must have tried on fifteen different combinations of dresses she didnt have for the evening.
Still however much time had passed whilst she was in the feywild. An outsider would be forgiven for thinking their first date had been the night before. It reassured Lil in a small odd way despite all she’d heard about Malachi while away.
The things she’d heard were hardly conclusive and quickly outweighed by the reassurance she received sitting across from Malachi. It was easy to forget about her eyes and the prison as a powerful man was busy courting her. It was slightly harder to forget about Arianna, but she could put in the effort to if Malachi kept pressing to take care of her. It almost made her want to reveal her scar to see his reaction if she weren’t so self conscious of the hideous deformity.
It was nice playing like things were normal, like she didn’t know so much, flirting. Maybe it made her desperation to impress him stronger than usual. Something in her subconscious now acutely aware of their age gap as she feigned a level of confidence she hadn’t experientially achieved yet.
Still Lil felt in her wheelhouse something she’d not felt in a long time, an unused muscle she was allowed to finally stretch. Their drinks had been brought some time ago. Hers the sweet not cocktail he really shouldn’t know was exactly what she wanted without knowing it. He had a simple glass of red, ungarnished but enough of a statement in its simplicity.
Malachi was explaining something about being Lord Commander to her. It was something she attended to half out of her usual habit and half out of her want for a sense of stability. Still it was almost performative when she reached across the table bypassing her own glass to grasp his. Some would call it gauche or even brash, but it was calculated Lillian knew how to play this game.
Malachai had gone quiet smirking and raising a brow at her and she couldn’t help some of the colour flushing her cheeks as she held his gaze bringing the glass towards herself. Some people would take the attention as a challenge and maybe some part of her did.
She didn’t particularly like red wine which might be why she didn’t make a show of bringing it to her nose first for the bouquet. Instead very intentionslly turned the glass so she could drink from the same place he had, an indirect kiss, as she brought it to her lips.
To her credit she was able to school her reaction and not gag or sputter as she supped, and the first taste touched her tongue. Not the Cabernet or Bordeaux she expected but blood. Her need to prove herself and impress him reared its head and she drank lightly and held his amused gaze, playing unaffected as she internally struggled. She’d forced herself to drink things she disliked more, she tried to remember.
Finally, she returned the glass to his side of the table grinning. Just a split second of pride at her own performance before becoming sweeter, targeted. She licked her teeth and top lip, conscious not to rush to her own drink and be perceived as chasing the taste away.
“Good?” Malachi asked clearly enjoying their little moment. “Interesting vintage” she answered diplomatically. Lil could handle this part, keeping up the ruse they were both in on now for nothing more than their own little game.