#sad girl moment

Yeeeep just look at my chicken legs 😞

I feel like I wanna be home, I’m so sick of this place… I hate here 😭😭😭😭

But I gotta endure no matter what

Ok… Tiempo de chisme (sobre mi)

Recuerdan a mi crush (tengo crush nuevo cada mes… Perdón)? Bueno me ghosteo en mi cumpleaños y se empezó a portar cortante, me dejó de hablar (en persona y por mensaje) y yo lloré mucho, me sentía muy mal y andaba triste todos los días… Luego pues ya no hablábamos y así fue como por 2 semanas y hoy casualmente me invitó a salir el viernes… Y pues acepte porque no tengo vergüenza ni amor propio. Pero siento que en el fondo si me quiere porque estás dos semanas lo ví observandome, se enojaba cuando alguien más me hablaba y todo eso… Ay noooo que voy a hacer ahora? 😭😭😭

How I know I’ll be single forever? Cuz every time a man talks to me I think: He’s lying, how can what he says be true?

And that’s funny but sad… You know, I used to trust people now I question everything

Listen, how embarrassing, I think I post normal things but I think any living being with eyes is able to see my mental deterioration hahaha

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I remember when “the way it was” was so hurtful to me, back in 2013 uwu

Now I just sing along without breaking down, one day I’ll overcome this sadness… I know cuz I’ve been here before and I can do it… My mom didn’t raise a weaker, my mom comforting me while reviving all her memories with my dad and the ones from her mother and her father, I know we’re brave and no one can make me feel unworthy… Warriors blood is running through my veins

I’ll watch Rite here Rite now again… Just to feel something uwu

But you know what??? Ghost world tour starts in the UK so he’ll think of me when he goes out and see Ghost, my favorite band everywhere

And I hope that bothers him and he feels like he will never get rid of me… I’ll haunt him forever

I keep thinking and recreating the last conversation, before everything fell apart… Did I do something wrong?

I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…. I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…. I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…. I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…. I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…I don’t understand, I don’t understand… I don’t understand…

this kms epilogue is gonna be so :’))))) IM EXCITED 😭

i am also so sad to have their story ending, i wasn’t expecting to be as attached to joel & reader as much as i am 😭

when the Big Sad makes you want to put everything in order but it simultaneously makes you unable to touch anything that’s not in order. hmph.

It seems that so much of life is spent running, or hiding, or escaping… and when do we actually get to the living?

the tears are burning my eyes and for what. I’m totally fine. I don’t feel. Why the cry

sometimes you just need a yuri on ice beach scene rewatch to be reminded of what really matters

Hi guys my last account got termataied I was dietsodaandtears I had 60 of you guys and I miss you so much 💔

You know that moment when you can tell something is bothering someone who you’re close to, or at least think you’re close to. So you want to comfort them and you try but they push you away and you dont want to annoy them and push too hard on them so you just silently wait until they’re ready or done cause all you can do is be there for them.

I hate when that happens because it always makes me feel like I wasnt good enough

Rachel Portman [Gee Gives Up Baby]

This has to be one of the saddest scenes in a movie I have ever had to sit through, and it did not help that Portman created the ideal accompaniment.  

But thats ok ill keep supporting until my day comes, because you know never say never.