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I’m Antor Kumar Mohonto, and this is the beginning of my Tumblr journey. 🌟
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✔️ Aesthetic vibes & positivity
✔️ Random things that inspire me every day
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I’ve had this account for a while now, but I’ve finally decided to give it a go because, literally, why not? Be warned, I am not consistent.
it took me three terms
240 days of sidelong glances,
stolen smiles,
and a heart that skipped
like a stone across water
every time he was near.
240 days
of building courage,
stacking each tiny moment
like bricks in a wall
to hold my trembling voice steady.
240 days of “should i?”
followed by “not today.”
and then, today
“i think you’re really cute.”
five words,
240 days in the making.
but he didn’t stop.
he didn’t turn.
he didn’t hear the weight
of all those days
in my voice.
240 days,
and now i’m left
with silence
and the sound of him leaving.



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Hello. (woo cheer palakpakan a,e, i, o, uuuu)
as you know, previously on my draft that my eyes only has seen- I come here once in a while when i have a crush. but not in this case, well, maybe, but nevertheless, im on tumblr again, yipee!
there’s no saying what ill post here, so i cant say what i post or when, So, sorry in advance. Im not even totally sure what i should be feeling being back here. regret? remorse? possibly cringe retrospectively? whatever it is, im on tumblr again. So im pretty excited, actually loving tumblr by the way, it was always so cool to me. All the themes and just the cool things here. Ya know, the cool stuff
SALUTE- united states of WHATEVA
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im actually excited tho do me justice, tumblr, or ill do you justice, tumblr;))

P.S. your a wunderkind, somewhat wonderful, keep going. I love u<3
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Hello tumblr. I am an interior designer looking to learn more about design and become a more well-rounded designer and person. I am hoping this space can serve as a design diary of sorts - a place I can ramble on about the miscellaneous design related topics that I find interesting.
I love my small collection of design books. I also love going to the library to borrow books. If I purchased all the books I wanted, I would not have much money left… Libraries are treasures. I don’t often read the books from start to finish. I have a tendency to get distracted halfway through… However, I wish I could easily revisit sections that inspired me. I hope to make a collection of ‘snapshots’ of ideas, something I can easily come back to when needing inspiration.
One of the current books I borrowed is Sottsass by Philippe Thome, published through Phaidon. It covers the life of Ettore Sottsass who helped create the Memphis Design Group and design style. I find the style very interesting and am excited to learn more about it.
xoxo
Today is Sept. 11TH, on a Monday evening. This morning started off quote eventful, I almost had a run-in with my older sibling. Mind you, he’s been staying with us (me & my mom) for almost a year now, almost.
I went downstairs to put some water in the freezer to get cold & when I came back upstairs, I overheard him saying stuff about me, like he usually does whenever I show my face around the house.
I don’t come in contact with him cause we’re not on the same frequency, so I just leave whatever trace of sibling rivalry in the clouds. After all that happened I had some eggs with a roll-over & some cake with a cup of coffee, even though I’ve already had a cup before i ate.
Before I go on any further I would like to mention that I’ve finally gotten into a relationship, with of course an older mature man 🥹. His name will not be displaced at a current time, as I’m protecting him& I’s privacy, even though he doesnt mind me talking abiut him.
He’s very sweet, caring, loving, & I believe he loves me for me. He’s seen my actual picture & hasn’t said anything mean or hateful to me. We’re on our third day of dating & I already feel like I am in love, but I don’t want to speak too soon. I know I’m still guarding some of my emotions from him, just so I’ll know I’ll be sure of him. He lives in another city then I, but we’re already planning to see each other in person, which I’m still skeptical about due to my amputated foot & my diabetes, y'know??. So every moment he brings up about coming to see me I get really scared & triggered all at the same time & my PTSD kicks in , but I remind myself that he’ll love me for me .I just have to keep on telling myself that he’ll understand.
& on top of that this is just the beginning of what might be the best thing that’s ever happened to me 🥰. I’m so excited to see where this relationship is headed & if all is right, & the gods that the same then he’s going to be my future husband ❤️.
Sincerely, @d3ar–d1ary
✨ We hope your day is as bright and beautiful as a field of wildflowers. 🌸 Let’s spread kindness, creativity, and good energy all around this wonderful community.
Sometimes I question If I’ll ever be happy again, If I’ll ever feel that happiness that was once inside & now is slighlty broken because of some lame excuse of a red flag that I had to see leave in the blink of an eye. Do I miss it, or is it the feelign of keeping that person around for an anchor.
Hello tumblr. Now that I’ve officially released myself from the former bird site now weird X thing, I am happy to announce I will now be screaming my nonsensical untethered thoughts into you. Seeing as I have no followers and no engagement here, I consider this a win win.
I started doing regular exercise for the first time as an adult because I’m currently living on a ship at sea and there is very little else to do. I’ve always been told that when it comes to “fitness”, getting started is the hardest part. I am chagrin to admit now that this is true. Last week I tried a workout thing and I could barely do 5. Yesterday I did 3 sets of 10. It is shocking. I smiled out loud with pride.
I’m doing it. I’m getting stronger.
First time logging back into Tumblr in 7 years today.
2023 Me looking at 2016 Me right now: 👀👀👀🫣🫣🫣😵💫😵💫😵💫
Well, we’ve turned the corner and are well into our 12th year of The Lair. It seems so surreal.. 12 years. I could have a 12 year old child by now.. or a great many other life ordeals that might require around a decade and quite a bit of both tenacity and patience! I must say though it has felt quite natural.. I suppose the time can pass on by when you are living your hobbies. I’m a hobbies-man.
2011 I came into the biz. I was fairly naive, very headstrong and quite confident too. I had been managing the store for two years, buying, but never really handling the money side of things. That was the real learning curve in the first several years, was paying your own bills, navigating how to get through really big invoices, digging into credit card debt.. It was there, that out of necessity, I started to make things.
This is my first time on tumblr since back in those days (2011) when I started a blog, so I’m going to post this as I no longer know what to expect! I’m not entirely sure how to format etc so I’ll learn as I go. I’d like to use this space as somewhat of an archive, to collect and post my memories from over the years and keep a weird digital time capsule of this part of my life :) Chat soon xx