AND AO3’S DOWN AGAIN???????
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i got charged multiple times for a grocery purchase last week and they didn’t refund me in full and now i have to stress out until it magically gets resolved maybe WHICH i just talked to customer support and they told me “we did the refund on our end so it’s the bank’s problem” and i am 95% sure the customer support person was an AI. so i just want to break something now because nothing works and ultimately it means i have to pay an obscene amount when next month rolls around and i don’t know if i am able to.
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i work on memorizing a poem, i plan out a day of work, i read a book; pain causes my compartmentalization to explode, leaving no survivors
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There is no god there is no fucking God there’s no one there’s fucking no one where does hope come from if there’s no one if there’s fucking no one
Am I even a man without God am I anything there’s no god there’s no fucking God there is no fucking god
I can’t survive without my family and my family can’t survive without God and I don’t know how to survive in a world without God I wanted God to be real so bad so bad and there’s nothing there’s just nothing I’m trapped in this hell that I am so privileged to have the life that I have it is a privilege to have a family who will drive me to the grocery store and help pick up detergent and random fucking shit I need it’s a privilege to have this apartment covered by the government it is a privilege that not everyone in this country gets to have a place to live and food stamps and disability income I have so little but I have enough to survive I have a laptop and a phone I have legs that work and arms that work I can think well enough to create and I have a few online friends I should be satisfied but I feel like I’m trapped in hell I feel like I’m in hell and there’s no fucking God that can hear me in hell and I have nowhere to go this place feels like hell everywhere I go feels like hell my Tumblr used to feel like an escape and it doesn’t anymore no spaces online or offline are an escape anymore everywhere I look it’s hell no matter where I go it’s hell no matter what I do it’s hell it’s hell there’s no joy anymore there’s no peace there’s no joy there’s nothing there’s nothing except hell and there’s no fucking God there’s no fucking God it’s just hell and the worst part is that I’m so fucking scared if I kill myself there will be Hell there too
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Do you ever just be in the middle of living your life and then you get put in an escape room quick time event
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when everyones talking about cute posh london accents but i got nerfed with an accent that fluctuates between ‘deez biscuits r seeeew nice’ and ‘ello guvnar!’ depending on my mood so i highkey just slime myself
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Almost done with the english subtitles for the latest video of my KH2 playthrough post. It was really fastidious pheew!
I’m not sure what’s require efforts the most:
screenshooting at the right frame and commenting;
or recording, commenting and putting subtitles at the right minute, second and milliescond cause I can’t switch the game to english :/
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they kill a person and immediately every citizen has to be careful and ‘stay home if you can’. and the state is going 'we’re not saying don’t protest, but don’t let them invoke the insurrection act’, and we’ll see if we need to intervene to 'keep people safe’, the vast majority were peaceful protesters but 'some were damaging property’, 'thankfully, we’ve had practice on this kind of thing with George Floyd reponse’, 'this was preventable’, this was a 'rogue federal agent’. the reaction to a citizen dying is not to protect the rest of the citizens from the easily identifiable active threat still in their streets, but to tell them 'and they might kill you too! so watch out! behave! or we’ll make sure you do!’
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transitioning from my glorious napful morning into immediately reading texts that i have to get into work for the afternoon……. evil forces are working against me (the local council)
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Well I forgot to mention but it bothers me a lot more than it would most people because I’m WFH and I need a quiet place where I can both work and establish a clear routine.
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whoever designed the ps5 controls for the mistletoe i hope your pillow is always warm on both sides and your shower water temperature is constantly in major flux while you’re in it
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i hate caring about mentally ill people as an oppressed group because you literally cannot tell anyone theyre reinforcing saneist and dehumanising rhetoric through how they talk about mentally ill folk without being treated like youre crazy for thinking this matters
