#ethel cain

Tornado is ‘bout to happen, hope I don’t get Willoughby-ed

Crush

Today is the ides of march (March 15) AKA the day Julius Caesar was killed

Farmers (grand) daughter

If we were all kinder to one another the world would be a much better place

I need me a Willoughby Tucker 💔

someone draw lesbyler as ethel cain and willoughby tucker or else Im going to have to do it.

thinking about Willoughby and Ethel rn

Remembering the time I told a mutual I liked gibson girl by ethel cain and she responded with “you’re a slut huh?” And well.. yeah :(

ethel cain for the face magazine.

holy reference

— March 16th

I keep thinking about religion and God,

I took off the icons of Saints of my walls. They’ve been hanging there ever since I gained consciousness. The walls felt bare, and I felt guilt and doubt creeping in.

I know that my mother will be upset.

I left religion a while ago. I don’t think I ever believed, not truly. Yet, I still feel guilty. It haunts me.

God, haunts me. I think He always will.

I often can’t help but wonder if He is actually there. Watching. Gloating. He must think us to be fools. His creation, what a shame.

Maybe I’ve been wrong this whole time. Somehow, Him being real is worse. That means He’s cruel, no better than the man He created.

ive had waco, texas on repeat for three hours now i feel my third eye opening

“The ground and lakes turned to ice; all organisms condemned.

And the Spirit of God could not be felt.

Devoid of life, yet death none did reach.

God will not protect you here.

No one will.“

- Passage through the Light of Lucifer. 001

<writing by me, photo by me>

yuuji is my willoughby

The way the ending of Sun Bleached Flies melds so perfectly into the beginning of Waco, Texas, except for Waco being synthed and distorted

fuck me eyes, ethel cain

convinced mike wheeler ghost wrote the golden age EP .. like is mike ethel cain???