Dph and tumblr doom scroll after call with my bf, what else do i need?
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the tunnel vision, the shakiness, the fog, the nausea, the hallucinations! can you list anything abt tr/pping that isn’t bliss!!!
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ran out of benadryl, are there any other over the counter medications that have the same effect? i have zyrtec but ive heard it doesnt cause drowsiness. does liquid allergy medicine (liquid benadryl) have the same effect as the pills? and how much should i take if it does 😅
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Pros of taking dph rn: i sleep
Cons of taking dph rn: i might not wake up????
It interacts funny with my other meds and im left like 2 days feeling like im gonna have a heart attack #chronicallyill
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I’ve taken drugs 5/6 days in the week so far (Sunday has not happened yet and Saturday isn’t over) and I can make that 6/7 and logically it would be worth it because I won’t be able to take anything tomorrow because I’ll be with family doing hair stuff and cooking, and then the day after I’ll have a dentist appointment and I cant be on drugs at the dentists obv,, and thats like 2 whole days sober so that means that its okay if I get high tonight!! because thats like a 2:1 ratio of days sober compared to days high and being not high sometimes is good. yeah. It is ok if I take more dph today. good talk everyone
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I brought my pill bottle to school and I’ve been taking just a few every morning so I can get a little high for my first period classes and have it be over by the time the school day is over and my parents r none the wiser. I need to find something to muffle the noise in my backpack because while it’s not super noticeable sometimes u can still hear the bottle rattling around. I drink my morning beverage and then in-between sips I shove a pill down my throat.
im only used to doing major overdoses before this (like 15-20 pills at a time) and Im pretty certain I’ll kill myself if I go higher, and im Trying Not to Try to Do That Anymore so im working my way back through the other side of the spectrum so I can find a nice amount that won’t make me have seizures but will still get me feeling fuzzy
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I took “knock you off asleep” amounts of benadryl instead of “get high and see shit” ammounts of benadryl and i just woke up and didnt know what day it was
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Just popped my bennys, waiting for them to kick in. Got a binder today too. Best day of my fuckin life
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Why do I have to push away anyone who’s ever loved me????
Do I deserve this?
Do I deserve this pain?
I don’t know, my pills make it harder
Whatever
