#anadiary

Me every time I eat because I know it will taste 2x better coming back up

Me and my husband:3

UWIELBIAM OGORKI KISZONE NAPRAWDE😭😭

going to the psychiatrist tmrw to probably be prescribed anti depressants but how to tell them idgaf abt what they give me as long as it won’t make me gain…..

today i looked at myself in the elevator mirror and even my oversized hoodie couldn’t hide my backrolls ✌️

kolega do mn ze on mnie na rece wezmie i na lozko rzuci tak namietnie

no niech mnie najpierw podniesie i poczuje moja wage wtedy z tego planu zrezygnuje

ugh i’m so fucking annoyed. like why does b1nging feel so good and so disgusting and awful at the same time

i asked my dad if they were making anything for dinner to see if it was something they were gonna expect me to eat. and ofc they’re making hot dogs.

i was hoping to be able to f@st for more than 20 hours. thinking i’ll just pvrging later & restart the f@st.

Saw a girl online saying she lost 60lbs in four months

Sick to my stomach omg

.˳⁺⁎˚ ꒰ఎ ♡ ໒꒱ ˚⁎⁺˳ . mini intro. .˳⁺⁎˚ ꒰ఎ ♡ ໒꒱ ˚⁎⁺˳ .

late twenties, restr. 3d. cbmi: 19s.

pro recovery. dni: anyone under 21.

call me elsie. she/her.

kiedy waga w końcu spada

ale jestem

tak strasznie glodna

when you get the urge to binge put on a timer for like 30 mins and wait it out

if you still want to binge add 10 more minutes

at some point you’ll just forget about wanting to eat something lol

a little over 14 hours into my f@st..

plan on keeping myself distracted with tumblr, video games, and working out. wish me luck, bc when my parents get home later, they’re probably gonna offer me food🥲

March 15, 2024

𓏲ꪆ 2 melatonin gummies - 10 x 2 ‎ = 20 calories

𓏲ꪆ Denny’s Ultimate omelette with hash browns and toast - 1140 calories

𓏲ꪆ 1 package of roasted and salted pistachios - 120 calories

𓏲ꪆ 1 cup of water - 0 calories

Total calories = 1,280

I think I did much better today. I was traveling so that helped.

Nada haver com meu blog, mas escuta só:

Meu gato laranja, Fred, sumiu por mais de um mês (já telei o AP) durante uma tempestade que teve,ele era praticamente mudo, não miava, só um mínimo miadinho “mia” pra pedir ração.

Quando ele apareceu, magrinho tadinho, ainda com as coleiras que fiz pra ele (chorei horrores), só que: agora ele mia bastante.

Fofinho, bem alto até, não mia igual os outros gatinhos, mas mia muito, ele praticamente conversa comigo.

Fico me perguntando o quanto ele teve que miar pra pedir comida onde ele estava…

I can’t wait for Ramadan to be over so I can go back to starving myself without my fam making eat

wieiad - 15/03/26

lanche da madrugs: esse cookie maldito de 1 bilhão de calorias. 420c

café da manhã às 11: cappuccino 120c

lanche da tarde: 90g de sorvete. 162c

jantar às 20: meio q o mesmo sanduíche d ontem soq sem cottage e mais queijo. 564c

total: 1.266c. me sabotei c esse cookie do mal aaaa que odio fodase minha vida

METAS MARÇO -> acad: ❌ / 2L água: ❌ / 8k passos: ❌ / abaixo 1.000c: ❌ / 40g prot: ✅

wieiad - 14/03/26

café da manhã às 11: cappuccino e dois pãezinhos de cebola, esqueci da foto. 270c

lanche da tarde: mais cappuccino… soq gelado. esqueci da foto tbm mas dividi c meu amor. 160c

jantar às 18: sanduíche c pts, kibe cru, alface, cottage e um pouquinho de mussarela. 540c

total: 970c

METAS MARÇO -> acad: ❌ / 2L água: ❌ / 8k passos: ❌ / abaixo 1.000c: ✅ / 40g prot: ✅

i NEED konjac jellies like oh my goddd i just wish my parents wouldn’t have access to all my purchasing history