How it feels having to still live with your violently transphobic parents when you’re transgender and have a parent with an undiagnosed anxiety disorder who freaks TF out at the slightest bit of gender nonconformity:

I feel like a basic Californian bitch from how much I go to McDonalds, love shopping, say OH MY GOD (or text OMG), say LIKE, enjoy gossip, and say Totally, and go to beaches, I’M A FUCKING STEREOTYPE!!!

Also I unironiclly listen to California Love and California Girls with my friends ,,,,,

Am I proud to be an enby? Yes absolutely

But am I frustrated over never being able to settle for a style? Yes absolutely

Starting to feel the dysphoria thinking about my transness.

Yes, the feeling of one, not feeling enough of myself and two, the familiarity of fear instilled in my brain that my family will absolutely not accept of difference. But only one who was and still is accepting and that is my sister.

Idk. I don’t feel like I am enough and it’s almost rare for me to think this.

some days i feel like maybe i have a gender and just experience it very weirdly but other days it’s like yep. still nothing there

Cat hat :)

I miss my husband tails

“are you on the spectrum” ho I AM the spectrum

Took measurements for a binder :>

i pray to get my precious agender child <3

I hate dysphoria it’s killing me rn

I hate this feeling so much

I have the impulsive urge to cut my own hair (I have never done it before and WILL mess it up horrendously)

I’m on my period

I had to take my kinesiology tape off

But I have my dysphoria cardigan on rn so ig it’s alright

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ 𝒹𝓎𝓈𝓅𝒽ℴ𝓇𝒾𝒶 ✧ﾟ･: *

I still haven’t come out to my family for some reason. I intended to wait a few years, then come out as non binary (though I wouldn’t phrase it as such), but I decided, instead, to do so at the earliest opportunity I could. It has now been at least a few months (possibly years) since I started having these feelings and wishes of being androgynous (as well as just over a week since I reconciled with the fact that I’m non binary), and I still haven’t come out yet.

This is fucking torture. I still look cis by the way, which definitely isn’t helping. I bet if people saw me they wouldn’t even believe I was non binary.

girlfriended so hard, her mom is hemming my pants in exchange for me restringing her mala beads

sometimes I think about thay guy I kinda like that also kinda likes me, then I remember he wouldn’t even accept that I’m nonbinary

bruh am i the only amab enby that idolizes master chief from halo because he’s not really a man, but a walking suit of armor that kill alien and doesn’t afraid of anything and that’s JUST his character or do i really do belong in a mental hospital

Identity is hard lowkey