When I already tracked all of my calories and reached my limit and suddenly my dad decides to take me to McDonald’s

How Ana is speaking to me

only a few months until summer, will you finally feel good in a bikini this year?!

Be fat and ugly or happy this summer. You decide.

✨lock in, now!✨

🕯️slim legs 🕯️

🕯️slim arms 🕯️

🕯️slim waist 🕯️

🕯️slim legs 🕯️

🕯️slim arms 🕯️

🕯️slim waist 🕯️

you can do it!

I’m getting on track now finally I’ll be able to reach my goals I’ll look like a different person by June 15th.

Yeah i give up on getting better

I need to lose weight so i at least feel like i am doing something right

Plus my apetite is shit anyways because i feel so depressed

went to help a friend clean her house before moving in and walked a while too, but because we were together all day she knew i hadn’t eaten so i couldn’t avoid it without raising suspicion

700 because we had chicken burgers but at least that was it

15.03.26

789 intake

533 active burn

Ugh everything went so well, and I fkd it up so bad today…

Daily calories - 900

Breakfast - ice cream 477, pineapple - 160

Lunch - mini croissants - 272, chocolate - 264

Dinner - baked chips(crisps) - 224

Haven’t made my 10K steps..

Total - ~1400, over 500 calories

I must lock in otherwise I’m going to binge at this point

I wanna be someone’s thinspo

Logo após o almoço fiz os bolinhos falhos q deu 104kcals, e dps percebi que estava com a ansiedade atacada e ia acabar comendo o mundo se eu não fizesse algo, daí eu fiz uma refeição completassa q me enxesse muito mas com caloriss aceitáveis, daí eu comi:

Miolo de pão de forma 104 kcal

Clara de ovo cozida 17kcals

Batata-doce cozida 90kcals

Pão francês 60kcals

Sopa q eu tomei só o caldo junto do pão e foi tão pouco q vou contar só 20kcals, sla não tava afim de mastigar os vegetais da sopa

Ent resumindo hj ingeri praticamente 600kcals e um guaraná 0, estou bem feliz pq minha ansiedade passou justamente por eu ter descontado na comida mas de um jeito certo skdksksk

Não pretendo comer mais nd hj mas caso eu coma vai ser ovo cozido ou mamão💙

the best feeling is when you burn more than you eat

I CANT FUCKING STOP BINGING. IVE BINGED THE PAST THREE FUCKING DAYS AND I CANT STOP AND I CANT PULE EITHER. IDK WHY I CANT PUKE ANYMORE AND ITS FREAKING ME OUT

Under 400 in

No clue about steps because my watched died

New week starts tomorrow

14/100

Zzz

i feel no motivation

i am tired

i do not want to get out of my bed

i can not do exercises

i just want to sleep

i just want to ⭐v

i just want to play piano

–. — – . -. -. .- … .- ..

1141 kcals today, around 350 burned, weighed myself before going to bed - still 44.3… ong if I will wake up and it will be 44.4 or even more I’m ending my shit, I’m losing my motivation </3 I’ll be fat forever atp (｡ᵕ ◞ _◟)

Honest reaction when my boyfriend says that I have to eat bc he knows about my dear friend Ana

Bring me back to the era where I was hearing girls talk about what to get in the food aisle at the pharmacy while I was on the other side, getting supplements so my hair doesn’t fall out