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the worst part of being the kind aura, the light in someone’s life is being judged or perceived terribly when you express emotions like frustration, disappointment, anger, etc.
i can be kind and a light and still feel these human emotions.
just because you hate yours, doesn’t mean you can suppress mine.
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my therapist really did her thing on giving me a perspective on my breakup. It sucks that i developed love for a person that once again is a human who isnt meant to be in my life but to provide lessons.
But I am worried at how easily it is for these men im attracting to enamor me with who they present themselves as who they wish they were instead of who they actually are.
I dont know if i can trust my judgement for a while now lol because am i the problem then?
i wouldn’t have thought ill be single, going through a breakup at 34. I thought by now I’ll be married, maybe one kid in.
the closer im approaching my mid 30s and 40 its just starting to feel scary instead of hopeful.
like yes, i know im going to be living a fulfilled and amazing life and that things will continuously get better and more magical
but, i also want to meet my person and live that amazing life alongside them too.
and now it feels kind of sad still wanting that lol. Like a veil came off before my eyes & now I don’t know how open I’ll be to this disastrous cesspool of what dating in this era is now.
like all i keep getting are moths, attracted to my light.
but im sure my butterfly is out there somewhere. right?
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Okay just prepping lol but I’m predicting i will be around 210 by the time I give birth to my little princess♡ but im making sure to lose 30 pounds a month…like dead ass fasting, vegan, etc, etc…I normally drop the weight real quick with my other kiddos, so BET:
JUNE/JULY: 210
July 30th: 180
August 30: 150
Sept 30: 125
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Inspo! The bottom pic to the left shows after 71 days she got to her goal lol but it cut off♡
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i saw you care about threes belief in you wavering juror fraud fakest idgafer in history
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I forgot to post this yesterday. My hips, glutes and lower back are still acting up. Is this what happens at 40?!
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Dynamite 5.1.22 - Bryan Danielson vs Adam Page
man. bryan is such a freak in this match and hangman is maybe getting a taste of sadism before baby’s first texas death match. they hate each other and they’re bleeding its crazyyyy. i remember liking the first match more so i can’t wait to rewatch it
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021426:Ten years. It took ten years for me to feel like this again. And yet, hindi din naman ako ang pipiliin nito. I already know how this ends. Still, here I am –choosing someone who will never choose me. I hope I learn how to let go before this breaks me the same way it did before.
