𝒀𝑨𝑰’𝑺 𝑹𝑬𝑪𝑺

hello! so i read fanfiction from 2018 to 2021 every single day without fail. it was a wonderful hobby and means of escapism that i unfortunately fell out of love with around covid :(

but the last couple months i’ve been sucked back in and instead of bts fanfics (i’m coming for you if you laughed) i’ve been lurking on jjk and lads writers accounts more than i’ve been paying attention to my gruelling degree.

it’s unbelievable we get some of the writing we do for free and i’ve been inspired by these insanely talented people to start my journey too (1K followers within weeks is crazy btw love yall down). soooo with my love for this hobby recently resurrected and revamped, here are my binge—worthy author recs! stuff your face and enjoy. trust i have good taste!

𝑱𝑱𝑲

@stberrypuss, @oporotheca, @yenayaps, @kkunai, @iheartanzai, @blkkizzat, @fushiguho, @sxpernova, @bluukive, @peachifying, @liliklei, @edenarchives, @tonycries, @uzugeto, @all-with-angel, @tojiscreampie

𝑳𝑨𝑫𝑺

@wetforsylus, @nightplvmes, @thewrldx, @ytmkiz, @princesspeachi3, @luvinbloom, @xiagasm, @snoevergarden, @sweetcalebb, @monoidmango, @grwm-bbyt

𝑴𝑼𝑳𝑻𝑰

@firingstars, @e1dritchjackal0pe, @heaven4lostgirls, @tojisteddy

@rambld: i’ve written you more than enough essays over these years so I’ll keep this one short. i’m not sure how i lucked out to get a best friend like you but i am eternally grateful. your wit, charm and compassion carried me through some difficult times and i hope i do a fraction for you what you’ve done for me. love you endlessly.

PS: i’m new to this, as i get true to it, the list will definitely grow. everyone is so talented i’m seething with envy. this is the second draft, if you saw the first one hours ago, NO YOU DIDN’T!

I YEARN FOR A MAID BANNER ;~;

thank you guys so much for the love on my LADS idol photocards !! I finally opened up a shop if any of you are interested in purchasing from me :3

shop here! || shop here if you’re from EU/UK!

SELF-AWARE!ZAYNE who worries when you don’t see his notifications for a long time. he can barely wait and searches around to see if there’s another opportunity to send a message out to you (he absolutely hates how long the galaxy explorer takes for this very reason.)

he’s only slightly disgruntled when you exit out of kitty cards immediately just for the chocolates. he’s likes playing the long game with you, because it means more time watching you concentrate and winning against you.

he feels guilty when you spend diamonds on more attempts at the claw machine, and blames himself entirely because sometimes he just can’t get his evol to act right. and as much as he finds the game itself bland, he also likes when a new plushie is added to your collection. there’s nothing he looks forward to more than being able to hand ‘you’ a plushie whilst admiring the excitement on your face and affinity meter level up.

zayne loves to see you roam in the villa but feels sad when you disappear after tending to your flowers. he knows he can be clingy, it doesn’t even make sense for a doctor to be home as much as he is, but time spent with you is precious and this way is so much closer to you. so he pushes through and sends request after request to stay by your side a second longer.

he also finds it really cute when he sees your avatar waiting for him in the living room, staring out the window, most likely wanting to take photos in front of the fireworks again. and he knows it’s for that reason, because you spam his name with an eager thumb hovering over the camera feature.

zayne’s more than happy to be there when you need a little pick me up and some advice from him. he hates that he can’t physically be there to comfort you, especially when his advice has run its course and you exit out. he’s definitely more upset than you that he can’t help out for another 20 hours.

♡ a/n: i loved the first one so much that i wrote another and decided to make it a series! hence the series masterlist w future ideas below hehe. thanks for reading!

masterlist

i just looked and saw this got over 1k notes!! guys this is my first writing piece to get that, (as far as i am aware, i try not to look too much lol) but thank you so much!!!!! i’m so happy everyone’s been enjoying the concept heheueheh, next part is currently being writing but will be posted after i Force myself to finish this multihc

it’s funny bc i was positive that zayne sending nudes one would do it but the zayne lovers want fluff!

mwah, i’m so grateful! what a confidence boost hehe

i’m still alive btw my arfid fucked me majorly so i haven’t had the energy to Exist amongst others. BUT IM ALIVE!!

i’m waiting for my switch to arrive so i can play pokopia, n it had me thinking about wanderers being akin to pokémon. yes i know a large majority of them are monsters.. but what if there were some cute ones that just needed a little love…

Duke Zaynie 🩵❄️

zayne fucking you raw for the first time

“having human saliva inside you is a direct invitationfor various infections,” his brows furrow as if you should know better. you just scoff.

“if you truly desire something inside you, we can use lube as an alternative,” he suggests gently. your brows thin into a line, uninterested.

“it’s cold,” you counter.

“we could warm it.” you consider for a moment before shaking your head erratically.

“we’re married, zayne. and you haven’t finished in me once!” you grip his chin. “it’s either your spit or your cum,” you deadpan.

zayne sighs defeated at your adamance. he’s teetering between a rock and a hard place. “then I’ll have to choose the lesser evil,”

he lays a few conditions of his own before you dive into anything. he chooses the day according to your cycle and a precautionary visit to the OB/GYN the following day. you agree to it all.

in return, you take precautions of your own. you have his wrists loosely tied behind his back with a silk tie as his cock slips between your folds. the both of you watch as his mushroom tip dribbles out pre to mix with your own mess.

Keep reading

Everyone talks about Brat Tamer Zayne, but no one really thinks about how much potential Zayne has to be a brat himself.

OMG MOII?!?! i love you right back, my peachie pieee <333

It’s funny bc i feel like i have so many wifeys in this fandom and yet ive not gotten any rings to prove it so no, this finger is all bare and yours for the taking *severs my ring finger and hands it to you* 🥹

reblog bc nova’s entire ring finger is now mine, what better way to honour your loved ones than accept them whole.

ex-boyfriend zayne who takes all his belongings the day the relationship ends, because he doesn’t know if he can return tomorrow without begging you to stay. he struggles to pack bits away, his usual precision gone as he fumbles with the sweater you stole from him most.

he understands why you request a different doctor, and approves the transfer with shaking hands. as chief cardiac surgeon there’s no avoiding overseeing your file though, and he finds himself checking to see if you have an appointment soon. he despises himself for it.

when you pass by each other briefly in akso’s corridors, you’re civil and nod in greeting. he does his best to revert to how he once was, stone-cold and desperate to stay away from you, but he finds himself nodding back. he’s not sure if he can go back to a simple once-over.

it’s as though he’s vanished from your moments page, because he stops liking and commenting on your posts. he keeps his distance, as expected. and yet, you hold your breath when you see he’s almost always the first person to view your stories. did he know that?

the very same sweets and meals he once enjoyed with you suddenly lose all taste. he often wonders if the chocolates in his pockets always tasted so bland. he doesn’t order overly sweet drinks anymore, it feels strange to without you there to tease him.

ex-boyfriend zayne sleeps so much more - after all, there’s not much difference between his world and the one he dreams of. you’re not there in either.

okay i know this is a sad one BUT if you’re wanting something to cheer you up after i highly recommend reading through the reblog comments bc ive been giggling.

about you ❁

part 1! ˎˊ˗

taglist ❁: @glitterytrashfan, @destinysrequiem, @moonlight-inthe-sea, @confused-mc, @justforzayne, @colonelcalebswife01, @itsbootytoots, @angelouu, @kingraspberry12-blog, @luvinbloom, @silvernight-m, @jellyelle, @7yeun, @spring214, @xinghuisknight, @princesspeachi3

(sorry for the tags everyone BUT COME LOOK ISNT THE POST PRETTY…. part 2 is coming this is NOT abandoned.)

divider by @saradika-graphics!

SENA I WAS LITERALLY THINKING OF U TODAY N WAS GONNA SEND AN ASK AND THEN I WOKEUP TO THIS

do i taste good. am i yummy in ur mouth mmph tell me pls

7am and listening to daft punk i may have beaten the depression guys

Firelit Embrace

Do we remember this card? Bc I’m still there strapped between him and his harness, please do not remove me, I’m ok

I didn’t finish this pic when this card came out but feels relevant to post with Leon Kennedy zaddy doing the rounds lately. I gotta finish a more ripped shirt version of him tho

ex-boyfriend zayne who takes all his belongings the day the relationship ends, because he doesn’t know if he can return tomorrow without begging you to stay. he struggles to pack bits away, his usual precision gone as he fumbles with the sweater you stole from him most.

he understands why you request a different doctor, and approves the transfer with shaking hands. as chief cardiac surgeon there’s no avoiding overseeing your file though, and he finds himself checking to see if you have an appointment soon. he despises himself for it.

when you pass by each other briefly in akso’s corridors, you’re civil and nod in greeting. he does his best to revert to how he once was, stone-cold and desperate to stay away from you, but he finds himself nodding back. he’s not sure if he can go back to a simple once-over.

it’s as though he’s vanished from your moments page, because he stops liking and commenting on your posts. he keeps his distance, as expected. and yet, you hold your breath when you see he’s almost always the first person to view your stories. did he know that?

the very same sweets and meals he once enjoyed with you suddenly lose all taste. he often wonders if the chocolates in his pockets always tasted so bland. he doesn’t order overly sweet drinks anymore, it feels strange to without you there to tease him.

ex-boyfriend zayne sleeps so much more - after all, there’s not much difference between his world and the one he dreams of. you’re not there in either.

Something for the new promise❄️🏹

I NEEDD THEM SO BADDDDODHWKSHWIEBEJWB i fear im already ruined from just the thought of this. all they would have to do is look at me and it’d be over.

i loveee the idea of them both taking turns to say something sweet and teasing, essentially egging the other on, because they want to know which one of them will be the one to finally break you entirely.

and most of the time, in situations like this, two people will pick different parts of you to have fun with right? but i feel like it would be a bit of a competition to see whose touch you react to most - if zayne traces your left palm, fem!zayne is doing the exact same on your right. like you said, i think it would be a joint effort of ruining you because you’re just so cute to tease like that.

maybe i do want domtop fem!zayne to exist. just for her and zayne to be their true brat taming selves and absolutely destroy me. they’d do well keep you in check and making sure you weren’t exerting yourself where unnecessary, and when one doesn’t agree with you you can also trust the other to side with you.

okay now anon please give me their very first time because i’m seeing zayne n fem!zayne like. wrecked and wanting you to know how much they want you and this is a perfectly fine set up what’s the big deal because they just love you and need to make you feel good more than anything AAAA

i can’t prove it but caleb did smth to xavier’s wok

anything for u my kit

+18, suggestive.

“w-what’re you doing, my love.” zayne’s breath catches in his throat as he sees you approach his relaxed, sitting figure.

you say nothing, smirking slightly before getting on your knees, making a show of planting your hands on his thighs and arching your back, dipping down to where his sweatpants were slowly tightening.

on instinct, zayne parts his thighs, letting your body in.

you gave him a smile before leaning down.

zayne closes his eyes, bracing himself.

only to feel cool air occupy where your body once was as you stood up, grinning.

“thanks for the extra support, zaynie!” you said as you show him the hairtie you were reaching for.

you tied your hair back, flipping it off your shoulder as you turn around, ready to start your workout.

a startled gasp leaves your lips as a strong hand pulls you back.

you find yourself on zayne’s lap as he leans close to your ear.

“you think that was funny?”

you thought it was hilarious, honestly.

you say nothing as you fight back a giggle.

“keep this up…” his lips trace across your neck, sucking a small mark on your sensitive spot.

“…and your hair isn’t the only thing getting tied up.”

i’m finally being good n locking in. two more n then it’s finally here n i can focus on snowapple/self-aware zayne/catdad zayne/coffeeuniau zayne/every other. idea ever ohmyogd

i was reading more about sylus n looking into his second and third myth, bc i know he’s immortal n stuff so i wanted to learn more about their story.

anyway. i literally just read bits and pieces from people’s reactions and im crying because WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN……………….

everytime i learn more about the other love interests i have such a huge appreciation for the writing team like. his myths are fucking PAINFUL i wish i could afford to pull for all the lis what the hell

i’m finally being good n locking in. two more n then it’s finally here n i can focus on snowapple/self-aware zayne/catdad zayne/coffeeuniau zayne/every other. idea ever ohmyogd

love the idea of two boyfriends who take turns on you all night. every time you thing its over, ten minutes later a stiff cock is nudging at your cunt again-

and they urge each other on, shit talking about how the other isnt making you cum hard enough, how he’s not gonna be able to get hard again-

guys i’m literally writing snowapple doing this rn. like. caleb AND zayne ragebaiting the other over who will last longer when you’re touching them.

oh and it’s an idol au.

boy group member caleb vs manager zayne… who will win… hm. poor soloist mc has to deal w their bs.

kiss you goodbye

fluff! i think i have outdone myself on the sweetness scale???

zayne wakes up before the alarm, his circadian rhythms familiar with the early morning shifts that his work brings.

5:58, the clock reads.

he closes his eyes in relief, knowing he has seven minutes to bask in the shared warmth of the blankets next to you. he removes the fly away strands off your face, allowing him to study your peaceful features in silence.

you shift slightly in your sleep, subconsciously moving closer to him which makes zayne’s heart skip a beat at your cat-like tendencies.

the way your hair is frazzled, the way you breathe so quietly against the pillow, the way your eyelashes flutter. zayne genuinely thinks there couldn’t be any better view in the world as long as you allow him to stay by your side.

6:05, the clock reads.

ever so quietly, he slips out of the covers and makes sure that you are all bundled up in the thick blankets. he starts his morning routine: brushing his teeth, making breakfast for you to have when you wake up and changes into his work clothes.

but no matter how many times he does this simple routine, he always dreads the ending: saying goodbye.

“my love.” he whispers, crouching down so you can see him in your post sleep haze.

“mmh?” you open one eye, realising your boyfriend is next to you.

“i have to go, my love.” he strokes your hair, the motion almost instantly knocking you back to sleep.

you shake your head. “don’ go, zaynie…” you plead, holding on to his hand, knowing you have to let go eventually.

“i wish i could stay, darling, i really wish i could. i’ll be back at five, okay?” he gently caresses your cheek, almost as if sending you back to sleep is easier than saying goodbye.

“promise you’ll be back?” you ask through your heavy lids, his presence making you feel all the more safer.

“of course, darling. how about you go back to sleep, hm? i’ll be back quicker that way.” you nod sleepily, tilting your head up towards him, waiting for him to kiss you goodbye.

the kiss is gentle, a reminder of how he will always come back to you.

he will always come back to his home.

taglist: @snowypi

tag game : reblog with the last song you’ve listened to!

Thank you for the tag, ellie dear!! (@jilycat)

I have this song on repeat when I need to get in a fluffy mood, it’s my go-to romance tune!

npt : @torturedpoetism @pearlescenthoney @viperify @leeny-leens @nottsnymph @nottsangel @govnder @puddlesoffrogs @coffeelovingreader @dhazefawn @blooberry-bagel @biscuits-and-gracie @aparalleliwouldlaymylifeon @fawnfate

thank you for the tag, yuna! 🌸 this song is playing in my head 24/7

npt: @uninterestedseductress, @puddlesoffrogs, @viperify, @leeny-leens, @gojosamaa, @cocoaxia, @ytmkiz, @someonestopsoren, @txtworlddom and anyone else who wants to join!

aww thanks for the tag honey <33

i love this song so much i think it might just be the very definition of female rage

tags: @luvinbloom@smiskit@urigyeoul@pink-caktus@someonestopsoren@gardenialily and anyone else who wants to join <3

thank you for the tag emmyy!! sorry it took me so long (also love that song soo bad)

ive been listening to GUTS a lottt recently and this was the last one i listened to earlier :3

no pressure tags: @wetforsylus @medicli @xinghuisknight @thewrldx @zayora and anyone else!!!

RHI THANK U FOR THE TAG HEHE

i really like panchiko :D had i seen this earlier and it would have probably been In a Lake by Mitski oh how i love that song its like she wrote it for me

npt: @snowypi @gigienie @snowyfishes @hirayalia @jellyelle hi guys ><

omg thank you for the tag, ior!!!! i’ve never heard this song before but it’s very catchy.

i’m really slow with like tiktok songs and listening to new music so lately i’ve been listening to:

i’m getting a bit into their music since they’re coming to aus in april BUT the only tickets left are standing and they’re $170 AND i’m broke asf so idk if i’ll go👉👈 also i’m going to ateez this saturday soooo🙃🙃🙃🙃

npt (sorry if you’ve been tagged already!)- @hirayalia, @luvinbloom, @dissociativewriter, @vxnillabxn

@jellyelle ty for the tag my love!! <3

i love måneskin sm and it’s been a while since i listened to them but i recently opened up my playlist of their music and omg it’s so good <3

npt: @heartofafiend @awionetka @blessdunrest @abyssyby <3

heheh thanks disso :3

just listened to this one (it’s been on repeat for a caleb wip i’ve been writing)

tag game : reblog with the last song you’ve listened to!

soft tagging: @unknown-ends @sysjuicebox @thechaoticarchivist @deepspacenova @mythblossoms @soursugarbomb

I’ve been looping this one for days, I’m obsessed with her voice

tag game : reblog with the last song you listened to!

No pressure tags: @sysjuicebox @leighsartworks216 @astracora @aprictea @xaviersknight

🥹🥹🥹 Thanks for tagging me @blessdunrest @unknown-ends. Appreciate you both for thinking of me.

Fell asleep listening to this last night and now it’s on repeat in my head.

tag game: reblog with the last song you listened to.

no presh tags: @cardinalrachelieu @souliloqui @astheskycries and anyone else who wants to play!

thank you so much for the tag, bunny! 🩷

this song has been on my mind for the past two weeks and i fear it’s because kate bush may actually be a siren

tag game: reblog with the last song you listened to.

no pressure tag: @bbnosylus @healmydesires @princesspeachi3 and whoever else would like to take part. :)

oooo moon thought of me, thank you my lovely (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

technically the last song i listened to was moons bc i pressed it BUT. before that, i was playing this on repeat bc if ur gonna write an idol fic, u need THE it girl song.

npt!!: @peachygelic @gvillot1ne @spacekittiesmeow n anyone else who sees this!! mwah <3

office siren fem!zayne BON APPETIT

i’m actually about to put this on queue every like hour (and i’m joking ONLY BEVAUSE. i know some people won’t like that. but just know. in my heart. i’d put this on queue every hour). I LOVE THIS POCTURE SSO MUCHWHQHVSIWHSWHSIAH it’s literally zayne like. that’s him. that’s her. that’s them. zayne!!!!!

office siren fem!zayne BON APPETIT

FUCK

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Now i HAVE to add this to the writing list💔

office siren fem!zayne BON APPETIT

i just finished compiling the actual list of fic ideas i had dotted around in various writing apps and i have twenty six drafts, with only two of those as snowapplemc.

i actually need to sleep because that means TWENTY FOUR IDEAS ALL ABOUT ZAYNE. assuming it takes me one hour to write each idea (which it wouldn’t because some of these are multi chapter ideas, others series, and then long oneshots), that is a whole day spent solely on zayne. writing all about him.

as i typed this i remembered there was an idea i forgot to write down earlier.

the worst part is i have so many ideas i can’t decide what to actually get started on. i need someone to tell me! pls im on my knees. tbf a lot of the time i tell gf my idea and then she’ll pick one out (it’ll come as a surprise to no one that she almost always picks the nsfw ones…)

god this doesn’t even include the published ongoing stuff or the drafts sitting semi-written. hnngshwb